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"Baby Series 3"Written By: Karina Rating: PG Spoilers: None Disclaimer: I don’t own Gundam Wing or the Characters from the series but the baby is mine. Pairing: Relena Notes: Challenge 150. Baby Series 3 #224. Takes
place at approximately the same time as Observation. Many thanks to ShenLong for her work betaing
this fic.
Wind Relena tilted her face up to the wind, allowing the icy rush of air to seemingly blow away the mental cobwebs that clouded her mind. //Metaphors. Silly, silly metaphors, I feel like my mind is a mess of webs, all interconnected, woven together… Just a mess.// It was freezing outside but she was not yet ready to return to the warmth of the office. She had a few precious free minutes in which to indulge herself and she would not waste them, and the freezing wind felt so good against her face. She was heartily tired of the meetings and the sycophants who fawned all over her. It was just so liberating to escape them, even if it was just a few minutes of freedom standing before a stiff wind and allowing its icy caress to refresh her. She had spent the better part of half the night in the company of the man she wanted to spend her whole life with. True, they had not been alone, they had taken particular care not to be alone for longer than a few minutes since that night little intimacies had come close to getting out of control. Heero had displayed such fortitude, such control, to pull back when he had and while she had wanted to cuss like a trooper she had known he was right. When they were together all she wanted to do was bathe in his presence. She was a silly infatuated… well, not schoolgirl, but… yes, she was certainly not immune to him. Her brother had given them this chance to see if there could be something between them. Something other than raw animal magnetism. People could not live together on sex alone. There had to be more than physical attraction in a lasting relationship. His kisses blew her mind, shattered her sensibilities, and made her forget who and what she was, but would it forever be that way? Would they have a lifetime together, bonded by something more than the physical release of pleasure that was sex? Would they be soul mates? Could they be soul mates? //Am I a woman in love or am I infatuated with an idea? Is it Heero I love, or is it the idea of Heero?// She needed time to think, to understand herself and sort her perceptions. She needed to know him better which meant she needed to spend more time with him and that meant she needed to keep her thoughts clean. Wanting to hop into bed with him simply would not do. She was no teenager any more. She had responsibilities and if she wanted a true lasting relationship, a partnership to last a life time, then she needed to get past the physical… there would be time enough to indulge in that!... and get to the core of the man. ~ * ~ |
